I think i am quite lost...

can't remember how many works that i have... I am just lost..

this morning JOhn come over to my place.. i show him a very blur face..

My dad jus asking whether i did the logo or not, i jus like couldn control myself n fiercely tell him i cant do it, and again he say that that is jus a simple job. I say everybody is saying the same thing! its enough.. well..i am i hurt my dad.. i am so guilty...

i was crying few times today...

taking 2 hour plus walk to my nearby garden... keep thinking and thinking.. Where is my position? i do not elocate time for those most i love.. not even one hour to do my dad's design.. i din talk too muvh to him even im at home at klang..

where is my house? cyberjaya? klang or setapak? where is my field? design? teaching? singing? where is my love one? family? bf? sheeps?

i am lost..

jus wondering a phrase i saw today

"less is more"

maybe i should stop doing some of the stuff...

where am i?