" ::: Recently i just shifted, change a new job, start a new life in Cyberjaya ::: Busy with Wedding decoration, practise singing for life game, cg works and working ~ yea thats me always busy :::."
1. to get a good job on July ;) increament few hundred hehehe
2. Exciting trip in Nepal. People are accepting Christs every week there :), I truly experience God's miracle there. Make open Air concert there hahahahha.. buy very nice scaf from there. see a scene that stuck in head for long time... see the really pretty mount everest infront of my eyes... first time i watch movie in Other country cinema yey.... bring back lots of memory keke..
3. my bank account full of money ;) lack nothing every month hehe'
4. have alot of fun in my new house
5. 10 more new vistors to join us in cg in july and 2 new converts from the outreach kekeke
6. jason become new member, khai ling take care of sheep. chiu ling take 1 more sheep and charlotte take 2 more hahahaha
Thru yesterday Pastor willie said that he is a perfectionist ( he is designer too hahaha ), coz he say he will get upset if those activities did not fall into plan according his time table.
well suddenly i jus think of me.. hahah this is jus so true of me. I always get frustrated if meetings start late, or drag too long.. coz i think "It's not fall into according to my plan", n i very good in controlling shepherding time.. usually when i plan for one hour shepherding.. IT surely end in one hour time.. so ideal yea.. but not all the time, sometimes need to be flexible to different needs of the ppl.. i think it is very effective for me coz i can do 2 session shepherdin per night!~ thats amazing for me
Thats why i most of the time get frustrated with my boss coz he always brief me work AFTER lunch time or about lunch time.. n things need to completed within the day.. sometimes i jus think why not i jus go to office at 11am instead of reaching there 9 am.. i feel like my time been wasted away. its jus like a big contrast where i get so BUSY during non working time, but I am SO FREE during working time.. That is so unbalance.. n its weird. if i can take some of the free time during working hour then .. my ministry won be so tiring..
SOmetimes i OT not because of i am so busy, instead i really free.. BUt jus coz of the boss brief after lunch.. n causing me need to complete the work within the day n causing OT = ="""
n due to i am perfectionist, i tend to get angry all the time.. Of course i even more upset if the date been set with John n it doesn turn out at the end..
i feel like a nerd or stupid person when i stare at his house TV n do NOTHING.. i jus remember nicely on monday night. i was so dizzy and i donno wats the TV show talking about... n he jus so enjoy watching it haha, im not saying the Show not good. jus that i too long nv w3atch TV, i already not use to the NORMAL people lifestyle, the date end up misarable ... i stay there for one hour n cant tahan i jus go back.. of course not his fault.. jus coz of my self centeredness that expect that he will know wat to do to accompany me.. :P which is not right..
of course today as well, dinner with him been canceled as usual i get upset... not coz of his fault, jus coz he is simply busy n not feeling well.. but coz of my self centeredness and perfection thinking.. i jus get really upset.. o well... God help me ... I do not know wat to do..
i don think going nepal could be a really big problem in this coz i know i won "plan" any date during the one month times, but all these really hard to say.. coz i am a selfish person..
i really excited kaka.. really wish to share God blessing in my life.
few days ago, sunday lunch steward jus approach me whether i want to go to Nepal or not.. im like "WAT??!! now only ask me??!!" hahhaha coz the trip already plan long time ago and i tot team already selected.
but i jus know that one of the sister couldn make it last minute due to something happen.. so steward is looking for replacement last minutes.
then i was like. hei is "heart pain" to take out so much money haha .. but i Think God plan everything nicely as in.. so coincident i resign 1 month plus ago and my last day working is on june.
another thing is, i do not found job yet. If i already get a job then i don think i can go for the trip.. another thing also i actually always can go to work as part time (always available vacancy lol) in cyberjaya. so i not too worry about my job placement..
so i pray God will bring favor on men, few ppl i will need to ask permission.
1. my parents ( surprisingly my parents allow, my dad even say ppl in nepal is humble .. he even wan to sponsor me go but i do wish i can use my own money to go)
2. my boss ( i need to take 6 days leave ... 3 days unpaid n 3 days annual leave, he say ok)
3. my shepherd ( she is happy.. so okla hahahhaha )
4. john ( ah he of course agree haha )
i feel so blessed that ppl around me agree me going +)
know about this clip thru a newspaper, the baby jus remind me about the game we played during cg this week.. whatever Ricky say anything we have to laugh.. lol... this is jus wat happen no matter wat sound people make.. the baby sure laugh hahahahha