thanks for this period of time for working in this company. REally let me to humble and really learn what is "asking" skill.. no doubt i had a hard time of going thru this transition period.

and now i resign, no matter where i go. the UPs and Downs from this company actually let me realize that i really need to learn more and not giving up easily :)

thanks for the senior's help and mentoring me in these 8 months.. haha i know he won be reading this.. too bad.

and also church leaders that so understanding to me and allow me to do mistakes here and there. When i always OT and miss cg and activities. The cg coreteam always so understand, not forgeting to pray for me.. and thanks to my sheep charlotte as well coz she always ready to help me in cg ministry.. i really owe her alot of help such as followup on my the other contacts :) nice gal

of course thru this hard time, my best fren john always ready to encourage and help me. N because he loves God that really allow me to have my time serve God fully. I couldn't forget how he really allow me to have church activities on tuesday coz i know how hard to let go on our privacy.. N i really glad that God is in the center of this relationship.. thank you =) N of course God really bless our relantionship, we nv miss alot on meeting up but have more quality time too :)

Lastly really Thank GOd that is HIM that bring me this far. 6 years ago i jus a very normal gal that hunger for true love in my life and God gave me :) Many times i have tears in my eyes ( i easily cry haha XD) coz i can't believe that i am not the same JOleen 6 years ago. Thats really How God works tremendously in my life .. (won share my story, scare bored you)

lastly wan to thanks some people that really make impact in my life before (even though some of them might not in Hope Church anymore)

1. ANn NI - she is the one who brin me to church, and both of us accept Christ together .. also my first peer

2. Siik Ping - someone who sent by God at the day i kena robbed ( first real experience from God in my life)

3. Yuen CHing - one of the most influecial shepherd. Her life impact me alot

4. Hwei Ing - my really good peer, patient and encourage me alot when we serve in youth ministry

5. Yee Hoe - good companion, share alot of things together and we always hang around in KFC genting klang. haha one of a brother in youth group

6. wai kuan - my first member sheep , her life inspire me alot. i still remember the day she can speak in toungues, i really experience the joy from God

7. siew lin - my current shepherd.. she is a woman who full with wisdom, teaching me and really patient wit me.

8. fenny - my very good fren in campus life. SHe is like a big sister to me, we both hang up together and go class together everyday (diploma time)

9. caren - my another good fren in campus during my degree year, she is generious in giving and we also really always work together. Really blessed to know her..

etc.

there is alot more people that impact my life before.. but i cant share one by one..
so..
no matter how u think about yourself, don forget your life actually can impact someone like me :D

keep moving forward for more wonderful days to come

recently donno wat happen, just start receiving freelance work.

i have a good fren call caren. she is a freelancer, just start a company.. so she has alot of rushing jobs. And she just gave me a call one day and ask me to do a few job =)

then my dad too has jobs for me.. earn not much la but is a good start i guess

indeed i earn extra money..

Thank God for that, but will be busier then...

ok i resign already haha

let me count how many days i miss out

i have miss out about 4 times cg in march until now i guess.

miss out 2 times jamming session. cant go for praise n worship practise for once (tat cause of the membership dinner).. miss out 3 times shepherding with my sheeps ... and i donno la haha but i rarely to go for leadership meetings. I remember i late for few hours on bible conference coz of the job, miss out the cameron trip totally :( aih.. make me sad,

since i become CL.. i cant continue like this..

at the same time i am pretty sure that June i might change job.. (jus prompting) but It seems quite sure when chiu ling insists to shift to cyberjaya. Those who knows her will know how much courage she needs to shift to cyberjaya. Then i think i myself have to do something.. i wish to quit, but if no strong reason that convict me i might jus stay for at least one year...

But .. I got to move on, if not i will skip more alot more cg n i as a CL totally NOT FUNCTIONING !!!~~~ then jadi CL for wat ler?? ]

even though it seems like not a wise decision coz

1. i didn have enough experience
2. i nv find job
3. it seems stupid when i need to pay extra to stay out, at home i no need to pay rental.. and i might need to pay for klang house expenses at the same time pay for cyberjaya one.
4. i nv seems to settle down in one place, move again??!!!

well is true that some ppl don agree, but there are alot mroe ppl agree jus like bro sis in my CG.. they know how hard i am struggling thru :) thanks guys that allow me to dissappear for so many times, understand me and even find jobs for me.. i am really touch

n now.. pray for a new jobs NO OTs! and better pay!!!! haha