ok i resign already haha

let me count how many days i miss out

i have miss out about 4 times cg in march until now i guess.

miss out 2 times jamming session. cant go for praise n worship practise for once (tat cause of the membership dinner).. miss out 3 times shepherding with my sheeps ... and i donno la haha but i rarely to go for leadership meetings. I remember i late for few hours on bible conference coz of the job, miss out the cameron trip totally :( aih.. make me sad,

since i become CL.. i cant continue like this..

at the same time i am pretty sure that June i might change job.. (jus prompting) but It seems quite sure when chiu ling insists to shift to cyberjaya. Those who knows her will know how much courage she needs to shift to cyberjaya. Then i think i myself have to do something.. i wish to quit, but if no strong reason that convict me i might jus stay for at least one year...

But .. I got to move on, if not i will skip more alot more cg n i as a CL totally NOT FUNCTIONING !!!~~~ then jadi CL for wat ler?? ]

even though it seems like not a wise decision coz

1. i didn have enough experience
2. i nv find job
3. it seems stupid when i need to pay extra to stay out, at home i no need to pay rental.. and i might need to pay for klang house expenses at the same time pay for cyberjaya one.
4. i nv seems to settle down in one place, move again??!!!

well is true that some ppl don agree, but there are alot mroe ppl agree jus like bro sis in my CG.. they know how hard i am struggling thru :) thanks guys that allow me to dissappear for so many times, understand me and even find jobs for me.. i am really touch

n now.. pray for a new jobs NO OTs! and better pay!!!! haha