Desire + greed..

Alot of times, I keeping myself in a situation where NOT telling people about what is my desire.. Just like any other normal people, I get envy when people could wear nice shirts, nice food, nice phone and etc.. It is beautiful thing for me to seeing things that i don't have and desire for it, coz its make me know that this is one of the reason to have something to acchive for, and keep on moving. Also good to know that God will provide in His own timing as I give more to Him :)

for the very first time.

these are my wish list.

1. Extra some money to maintain & fix my car, no need to think of how to save money to fix it ;)
now i enjoying breathing natural air that created by God everytime i drive lol..

2. my loan are paid!

3. low rate rental

4. Phone

o well, i've always carry second or third handphone from my parents,, heheh thats nice actually no need to pay to buy. But my phone is going to spoilt, its having soar throat and disable already. missing some bodypart and no sound.. So i lost the alarm function too

5. Alarm Clock

well if already have a phone, then no need Alarm Clock la.. haha but i hope to have coz i don like when all the time phone put near my bed, i think it no good for health hur?

6. washing mechine

I hate handwash my clothes, but i have to do now haha .. Thats good well can train me to be more hardworking, but deep in my heart i hope somebody wash my clothes lol..

7. watch

Ladies and gentlemen, i have been not wearing watch for years@!! why? coz i not willing to buy, everyday i wear watch last time... It is really hard time not wearing watch actually, but now i get used to it d it seems haha.. maybe not use to wear watch already..

8. nice living room

my current living room is jus plain... nothing there hahaha.. i know is for cg usage, putting up furniture just make the space small.. how nice can have a comfortable living room there heheh

Just like a real house.. i think i might go back hometown less ;)

9. nice food.

I love food, love food... haha many people desire for this.. frankly speaking quite hope to be like people who can simply say ow i want to eat steamboat, Mcd donald, pizza or shogun.. haha but living is not just base on food yea, is the words from the Lord.. God will provide =)

10.. etc etc.. haha