many people giving comment on me that i always think about money.

well, money does matter to me. When i start working, if i don't have saving, i will feel like it is no use to work. n 5 months working, i save almost none. yea maybe got around 100 like that, but i was truely dissapointed.. really.. dissapointed where i don't really have the motivation to work

I am discourage when people telling this is jus an RM50 things, why worry?
why i am worry? coz many times, that's is alot of jus RM50 things to spend.

if i no need to spend the rm33 internet, rm40 house phone, rm16 engine oil, rm62 lisence renewed, dono how much on office stationary( i know can get it back, but once get it back need to spend awa again), those unessasery trips, u know how much i can save with all the money? AIH .. i know giving is good, spending for God is good.. but sometimes i really really struggle alot n alot n alot.

n i hope that one day this matter wont affect me anymore